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I Have Loved You MORE

Do you know how hard it is to be really honest with yourself? 
-....this hard (keep reading). 
For the last 6 months I've spent so much time mad at my husband I kinda forgot I loved him at all. I even said the "D" word... a lot
My postpartum depression and anxiety was in high gear and that word seemed like the only way to end our fighting -because having a baby made us ugly fight
Really though -it was just a word. I didn't mean it but it was the only word harsh enough to equate to the feelings of anger and frustration I had as a new parent.
Being a nurturing mother came pretty naturally to me but being a nurturing wife did not (CLEARLY). As a nurturingnew mother I so readily put my baby above all else that, if it meant I had to lose my marriage, I would -so I thought in my heated moments of anger.
There's a saying...

"The most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother." 
-It's true. As equally as true as the most important …

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