I Have Loved You MORE
Do you know how hard it is to be really honest with yourself? -....this hard ( keep reading ). For the last 6 months I've spent so much time mad at my husband I kinda forgot I loved him at all. I even said the " D " word... a lot . My postpartum depression and anxiety was in high gear and that word seemed like the only way to end our fighting -because having a baby made us ugly fight ! Really though -it was just a word . I didn't mean it but it was the only word harsh enough to equate to the feelings of anger and frustration I had as a new parent. Being a nurturing mother came pretty naturally to me but being a nurturing wife did not ( CLEARLY ). As a nurturing new mother I so readily put my baby above all else that, if it meant I had to lose my marriage, I would - so I thought in my heated moments of anger . There's a saying... "The most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother." - It's true . As equally
